This customer had the same scent as my grandma today. Made me really happy that I recognized it because I miss her. She’s more of a mother figure that I’ve ever had and maybe it’s what I’ve always expected of my own mom, but can never have. One thing I do miss and I can’t seem to remember is her voice. Hopefully my mom has an old video, so I can just hear her. She was my best friend and I hope she is watching over me and proud of the man I’ve become these last 14 years.
Anyways…..My birthday is in 4 days and I can say that I’m officially over birthdays. Not too excited. Just turning 23. More responsibilities. Great.
7 months til holy ship
I need to get back in the gym. Not losing weight, but losing definition and strength. Gotta start doing a shit load of cardio and sprints. I wanna learn how to properly swim, but too lazy and I hate the initial cold feeling of getting into a pool. Including when the water is close to touching my balls, then my nipples..shit feels likes I’m freezing.
I want another tattoo. I enjoy small tattoos, so I’ll probably stick to that until I’m comfortable for a huge one. Next tattoo is definitely going to be one that represents my family.
Thanks for being my unofficial getaway still. Yesterday proved it to me.
I really need a second job. I hope I get this SLS job and just start making stupid money so I can live on my own and help my dad with bills and stuff. He works really hard and doesn’t show that he’s struggling. He deserves being helped and I want to help him. He really is the best dad a person can ask for.
Yesterday opened my eyes and I really want to be rich in life. Money doesn’t buy happiness is kinda cliche. I want to make enough money to support myself, my parents, and my future family.
Well, that was a nice rant. Bye. Lol :)